Then I wonder what it's gonna do to this girl.
I get far too curious about you for my own good.
About multiple you's actually.
There's the one from the past that I sometimes wish I could still see what happens.
There's the one from the recent past that I wish I could 100% drop but can't.
There's the one who is currently on my radar but I'm not sure how to read him.
He's simply a nice guy, I keep telling myself.
He never means anything more than at face value. Despite what others say.
Although, I'm at the point in my life where I know what I want out of a man and out of the next handful of years of my life and I am at a point where I am more than willing to start to settle down.
That's where you come in.
Maybe.
On second though, your thought, I don't think we're on the same page.
I'll just look pretty in my blue dress and while everybody else compliments how beautiful I am, you'll be thinking about the curly-haired girl I can never be.
Maybe it will all come to me eventually.
Maybe I'll be good enough for you one day.
And maybe I'll find somebody better than you. If it's possible.
Time will tell.
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